how can you viva la vida without viviendo?

so i really love how no one ever explained the post-college weirdness. i love the fact that i got to graduate in the worst economy the U.S. has been in since the 3os. Wow. Its a big help. Then again, all complaints aside, this time is needed. Sometimes solitude is necessary to reach the heart of where you are and where you want to go. I've been on several interviews and all of them have stumped me with these questions... "what motivates you, what are your goals? what do you want?" ......i stammer and make up something that sounds like i would say it...but currently, those responses are blank. i don't know. i don't know. my head is a spinning top and it doesn't show signs of slowing down....

we'll see what happens in the days to come....